Saturday, 18 August 2012

"Exceptional....Osadharon"

অসাধারনের মধ্যে সাধারনের জন্ম
সৃষ্টি সুখটাও যেন দ্বিধাগ্রস্ত
এক কথায় নির্লিপ্ত
এটা কি সাধারন কে অবজ্ঞার পন্থা
নাকি স্বার্থপরতা
সরল রেখাগুলো জটিল কিছু রেখাতে পরিণত হলো
বেঁধে রাখতে চেয়েও কিছুটা এদিক সেদিক ছড়িয়ে ছিটিয়ে সরে গেল
সবটাই যেন সময় সাপেক্ষ
হারিয়ে ফেলি ক্যালকুলাসের ফর্মুলায়
সময়ের জটিল সংজ্ঞাগুলো যদি ধরা দেয়...।।

"Me"


The first love of my life
My study table
Smooth tough well burnished
Burma teak
Use to dust it regularly
Not a single spot of dust
Glazing superbly
Very good finish ….
Burnish is glowing like golden touch
Ohhh!!
Forget to tell u one thing…..
It’s a present that I bought for my retired life
A fly disturbing me….
Ahhhh!!! Move off….
Still making sound and moving on ….
Vicious me arouse
Giggling inside …. I stopped concentrating at my desk
Looked thoroughly at the Fly
Opened the inkpot
Placed the white pad ….. and a long Wait ….
Yesss the Fly…..
Its near….
I tapped down ….it was half dead….
I put it inside the inkpot…..
Then bring it back ….
Placed over my pad…..
The fly was irascible …. Fighting to survive
Moved along the white page….
Penning down thoughts with the ink bound body…..
I stared ….. Laughed at his misery ….
…..stopped moving….after a while….
Wanted to decipher the words written down there…..
Is it the suicidal note before death……
I gave a strong dusting over my table….
Ignoring all…..

"Preparation 4 what?" ..........................................................

Love to be a wanderer
Nature attracted me since I was a child
Not exceptional one
I used to draw pictures shapes in the clouds
My fingertip was my pencil
Moves on over the body of the cloud
Quite fast and smooth
Love to stare on those bodies after the completion of my art work
Passion became obsession
Pebbles on the roads started drawing attention
Shapes of hedges shrubs became the reason of my mind distraction 
Was deeply in love with them
Was in love with my Love
Recently I had a miscarriage 
Time has stopped moving 
Somewhere paused
Shifted to a hill station for a change
Ohh !!! lovely my heart echoed …..
A tint of smile after a long break
An evening of a long walk 
Together once again in the lap of nature
My eyes flicker past SOME PEBBLES… at the corner of a coarse running river
A small body of a child
Something irregular shape
Getting my self in near proximity 
I scrooch down ….making my self comfortable
Started rearranging the pebbles in exact form of a child
Was that a preparation of a new again, or I was preparing the cemetery of my unborn child?